Not With My Twin/ Hopeless
Lean into this (as you may be projecting these beliefs onto your twin):
Does this pattern of thinking remind of any time someone told you they would change and didn't? Or so many times you've tried to change and feel you haven't changed enough?
ie. it could be other relationships you've had where you gave someone a second, third, etc chances only to be let down. This could be included in relationships with your parents or siblings or friends.
What to do with it now?
Acknowledge it, release any ownership over that belief and establish your own beliefs about unconditional love. Being aware of where this pattern came from will help you to establish that you most likely took on someone else's version of the truth.
You were and are now worthy of the most beautiful love, as you are in this moment.
Can you see how much you have changed during this journey? Know that for as much as you have changed, so has your twin, but it will manifest and show up differently for them.