Not With My Twin/ Hopeless
Lean into this (as you may be projecting these beliefs onto your twin):
Does this pattern of thinking remind of any memories where things didn't work out when you had to depend on someone else for an outcome?
ie. it could be a time where your happiness was dependent on the decision of someone else or someone else coming through for you? Maybe a parent or a friend.
What to do with it now?
Acknowledge it, release any ownership over that belief and establish your own beliefs about unconditional love. Being aware of where this pattern came from will help you to establish that you most likely took on someone else's version of the truth.
You were and are now worthy of the most beautiful love, as you are in this moment.
Understand that even your twin is not capable of fulfilling your hope. That it is you and only you that can create your fulfillment and happiness. Everything else is a bonus.