Soul Snacks: Whispers of Confusion

Stardate: 2607.26 feels unfamiliar and yet like something is about to come back around

I had a slow start today because not only is the tiredness a real thing but I wasn't sure what I was going to talk about. The grand opening energies of two weeks ago came in with a bang but left me and so many others feeling a little more confused than ever lol Perhaps what we expect isn't what is to be expected - perhaps we are limited in our expectations but we won't know until we know. We definitely took a weird turn last week but things are balancing out again.

It kind of feels like riding a spiral upwards, we move closer to what feels good then away from it and closer to what was familiar but we don't like and then it repeats. It does, however, feel like the cycles are getting shorter. Which can sometimes make you feel crazy dipping in highs and lows like that, but also means the lows don't stay low.

I do believe we are still in transition and no matter what reactions we have or feelings we have or experiences we have had, that has stayed true. I had to work through feeling embarrassed that all the things I talked about happening last week, didn't. I wasn't wrong - all of these things are still unfolding but every time we near the old timeline/reality (usually amplified by people, old behaviors, etc) we tend to shift our focus to that and have to work through. We are not the causation, we are not responsible for what is transpiring even if we are reacting and engaging - we can't help it - there is something much bigger at play and the only way through is to be gentle with ourselves about it. At some point this back and forth will cease to happen the further we move away from the old world.

I'm not exactly sure how to explain what I sense and know in a way that it will resonate or sound logical - I fear logic has no place here since it's based on facts from the past - not everything we are witnessing or experiencing is real. It's real in the sense that we are in it for the moment but it's not real in the sense that it's solid or will stay or stick. It's just a blip in time, literally and what we make of it is what actually impacts us the most. And with this whole multi-dimensional experience we are having right now with the timelines collapsing, merging, and diverging we are constantly realigning to the timeline and reality that is most conducive. So there is a lot of back and forth. It wouldn't surprise me if we started to see more and more Mandela effects and their reversals at this time lol

Quantum + Physical Disentanglement

Right now we are in the middle, on our way to what actually feels good and neighbors with what isn't. Moving out of an old neighbourhood is hard. We've packed our things and made peace with the choice but we still feel connected to where we once were.

I want to map out a little what is happening energetically. It's like you've moved out of the neighbourhood but you still know all the people there and even though you miss those people and the good times you used to have, going back into that neighbourhood just doesn't feel the same as it did, in fact, it feels worse. Mostly because you have to become the old version of yourself to be there. And sometimes the things that are said or transpire stick with you a little bit - even if it feels like it's not the you you've become. It feels like you need to adjust again to feel balanced.

Ok, now hear me out, just for a moment because I'm going to go in a little bit of a different direction but it is still in alignment with what I just said. When we are moving in and out of different timelines and realities (I spoke to this in a different post I think about how everyone has their own highway and sometimes we merge with others highways and experience what they have going on) we tend to get emmeshed with the energy of those experiences but not the experiences themselves. They do not actually dictate or determine what will happen in the future. We take on feelings, opinions, thoughts that aren't necessarily conducive to where we are now. It feels like we are entangled but we aren't. We are out of that now. The karmic cycles, the separation, etc. are all done but we still have strong memories of it all. Our fields and consciousness have been upgraded and attuned to what is aligned for our highest good.

Here's how I know - when we experience something that is out of alignment, it's visceral. It feels awful. We don't become it. We reject it. We get angry and frustrated. We aren't aligned with it. It gives us the ick. That's how we know we aren't emmeshed with it. We can't help interacting with it right now - be it family get togethers or experiences or even random feelings and thoughts out of nowhere - but your natural response to it speaks volumes as to where you're at. It's not actually a bad thing. So even if what you're seeing seems like that's all there is - your reaction to it is telling you there is more to the story and you just need to let it pass and reorient.

We can't always control our response but it is a measurement or indicator of what is transpiring. In the old spiritual overlay and belief systems this would have you believe you aren't healed or you've done something wrong but that's just not true. Our reactions are not a sign of an unhealed wound - it's a response to a vibration of energy that we no longer identify with. It's like feeling embarrassed about things you've done in the past and thinking that you should still be ashamed of them but the truth is that you feel embarrassed because you no longer identify with that behavior. You grew from it. Otherwise you wouldn't have the same reaction. So, give yourself some grace during this transition. You're doing amazing sweetie lol

Nothing Can Be Predicted Right Now

And I actually feel that's a good thing. It doesn't matter how gifted someone is there are so many moving parts that the human brain can not comprehend, let alone the filters with which we are perceiving. We aren't actually introduced to new information and experiences through predicitability. The epiphany comes first and in consideration of that we open to something new coming into our life and reality. So it's no surprise to me that we can't predict what's coming because we are still opening to it. As hard as it may be, try to let yourself be suprirsed. Maybe (in the harsher octave of this) let yourself be wrong so you can feel right.

It could be how I'm designed but I know that when the really amazing things have happened to me, not only was I opened by an epiphany or idea but I never ever saw it coming. It just showed up. And while sometimes when it showed up it felt like the most normal thing in the world (probably because my energy fields were already attuning to it), I have never been able to predict exactly when it would show up. So why do I stress myself out over thinking I have to in order to believe it will? I don't. And neither do you.

You can trust what opens you up and centers you right now. You can trust that that's enough.

When we are dealing with varying timelines and realities or however you see it, there are too many variables to predict with ease - especially timing. Which, I know, can be frustrating but things are moving so fast right now that even the things that don't feel good, don't last. Are we sick of experiencing them for no real purpose? Yes. Do they move out quicker than they did before so we don't languish in them? Also yes.

Even when going on social media, notice how the videos you see and messages (from the spiritual community) are different from day to day or even hour to hour regardless of the algorithm. Which can be really frustrating if you're looking to be affirmed and it's the opposite of what you're sensing and knowing or brings up your worst fears or maybe you're just annoyed with the lot. You're just tuning into different channels and stations (timelines and realities). Just take it in stride and reject what doesn't make you happy. It's no bypassing if you're conscious of it, babe xo