I honestly don't even know where to begin, and not just because my last post had only one view despite being on x and facebook lol, and no one was notified about which was just plain weird. So we shall see how this one translates energetically through to the people who need to see it.
We are in such interesting times and I know that seems par for the course (in regard to this whole year) but it's so much more visceral right now, maybe more than it's ever been. The divide between what once was and what will be couldn't feel further apart even if they coexist. The ability to exist in both at the same time is near impossible and almost makes you crazy trying to do so.
Where we used have compassion and understanding for where people were on, it's a bit harder right now. Almost like in doing so takes us so far out of our sacred truth enough that it creates confusion, frustration, and just a general feeling of ick. And not an ick because it's wrong, it's just not in alignment with what feels good anymore. Kind of like when you used to be able to tolerate things that aren't a big deal but they have become intolerable on a physical level.
Like, there is just something so inherently "ick" about the old world for me, the way social media is projecting, they way people are unconsciously and innocently still living in false light and getting caught up in the drama, the manipulation, the ways things were, because I just don't resonate anymore and it doesn't even feel familiar. And the loss of that familiarity is difficult to process. Even how I looked to the physical reality to validate what I'm sensing has left me feeling blind. But I trust, still, in the madness of my confused mind, that it will unfold. We can't go back or get dragged down the "wrong" path.
Boundaries. This word has been haunting me in my messages like crazy lol Yes, it's good to have healthy boundaries for yourself with others, but it's also good to give yourself boundaries when it comes to other people and whatever they are experiencing.
If you're someone like me and you seek to find understanding through analysis or resonance or "tapping in", this is going to be especially important. We are conditioned to care and do what we can to help but during these transitionary times it may create dissonance for you more than anything. Or disorientation from what you need for you. I know this is something I'm extra sensitive about (and if you want to know where your sensitivity is in your Human Design - look at your open centers - the ones with 2 or less gates filled in, means you're more sensitive in these areas). For me, it drags me into the energy I'm trying to figure out and literally causes personal confusion and a crisis of faith of sorts.
So maybe for the next few days, do your best not to get too caught up in the lives, energy, or stories of others. Unless you feel solid and you can rock it out. You may feel the need to spend more time alone or just have healthy energetic boundaries when communicating with others. It's not like they are doing anything wrong or that they are wrong, but everyone and their dog is purging so not taking that on in addition to what you're already carrying, makes it a lot to handle. If you can't avoid being with people, at the very least take the time to clear any excess energy, ideas, feelings, etc.
I have found that being alone and pulling cards or channeling in my own bubble is helpful. I have also found listening to music and dancing or even journaling is helpful right now. But it may be getting out of the house or taking a drive for you, whatever feels good, do it.
You can say, "if this is mine, give me more information so I can figure it out. If it's not mine, sending it back with love and compassion so they can figure it out. Or transmute it with ease and grace so I'm not sitting in something I don't need."
It's a time of reflection, allowing for divine intervention, and addressing the half-heartedness in life. I do believe we are on the cusp of a break through and I also believe you don't have to figure it all out in order to have it. But, I do believe it will be good to know there are things you can do in the interim to provide relief. Knowing you're not alone and you're not being punished is a favorite of mine.
We are entering a time of revelation and devotion to our mastery but how that plays out is so different for each and every one of us.
I'll post any new specials on the 5th (with the New Moon in Leo)
Sending you all lots of love,
xo Candice
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