Personal Dimension

So, it's been a hot minute - and we are now in Taurus season. After that burst of Aries energy, which didn't feel all that encouraging (if I'm honest - not a complaint, just an observation) I did feel like some changes were in order. I have now gone back to candiwishman.com as my website and will be adjusting everything accordingly. But I don't feel like I'm in a hurry, so for those of you that get to read these posts, stay tuned.

I'm still not 100% sure what I want to use this space for - I have been channeling a lot of my experiences and understandings into my Patreon group over the past few months (and will continue to do so) but I also felt it would be ok to express here as well. Maybe just a space to jot down what's been transpiring for any who are curious if their journeys have been the same. I feel like social media, while still has some value, is filled with a lot of 3D expression - the all or nothing, the how to, the need to label things, that just create more of the same. There isn't really a lot of space for the individual journey and how, for each of us, it's so wildly different, and yet strangely the same. So for the most part, I'm going to speak about my experiences. I'm not here to tell you what to do or how to be, we, as a collective, have moved beyond that in so many ways.

I want to focus on the unraveling of the 3D elements in our lives, the 4th dimensional bridge, and the 5D octave we have anchored in. These are all from my perspective and understanding so if it doesn't fit or feel good to you - don't make it.

Exiting the 3D

So, here's the deal, what we know as the 3D is not the only physical dimension. It's the lower octave of the physical reality that prioritizes fact, history, systems, and logic over all else. And that's great for those who are here to master that reality - but for most of us and probably you, since you're here - it is not conducive to our soul's expression, frequency, or natural rhythm. You have never really fit in unless you worked hard to do so and you have probably felt uncomfortable being yourself - most of your life. Now I'm not going to spend too much time in this area because it's in our rear view mirror - it doesn't actually exist for us, except in memory.

Believe it or not - a lot of the spiritual Guru's and spiritual practitioners are still operating within the 3D - late stages of the 3D where they understand the concept of spirituality but are still embodying the systems and models of the 3D business practice. There is no judgement in this - just an awareness. They are using spiritual language but are still behaving from a lower octave perspective. So once you've gained access to the 4th dimensional bridge it will feel like many of your once favorite gurus don't really have anything of value to offer anymore - and that's ok.

As for the energy of seeking justice in a world made to be unjust. I truly feel that we are not meant to stick around and watch the downfall of a dimensional reality that was designed to be how it is. The matrix 3D was designed to cultivate separation and fear and hierarchy. We won't ever see it truly fall apart - we will be guided out of it to live in a world that is more aligned with our divinity.

If you feel this - you are probably here to create, not destroy. In this collective we are being called to focus on what we want to create - not what we don't want to experience. Not that there is anything wrong with that but it seems to be an endless loop that doesn't really allow us to live our life from the heart. Maybe this is another blog post for another day.

The 4th Dimensional Bridge

Here is where I might lose some of you depending on what your belief systems are. This came to me recently. I used to call this the 4th dimensional flea market where people would get trapped in the webs of the vendors selling you spirituality on hope's dime. I know that sounds harsh but that's the energy that it emits - competitive, selective authority, right and wrong. But I had an experience that helped me further understand what the 4th dimension really is.

It's a bridge.

It's a bridge between the 3D and 5D. It's a bridge we walk alone. It's a bridge where our sight is turned inward. It's where we truly commune with spirit, Source, God, the Universe, our higher selves in it's purity. There are no external circumstances, no righteous opinions. no facts or data. Just you and your inner world. This is the deep state of isolation we go through in order to open fully to the 5th dimensional octave of the physical reality we are creating as a collective.

It's designed that way so that you aren't distracted or influenced by anything but your soul's energy and what Source has to offer you as a resource. There is no control here, no fear. There are emotions and a respect for energy moving through you. This is hallowed ground and one that belongs solely to the person experiencing it.

We aren't meant to stay here, to live here. We are meant to integrate here and move on. And even still, I'm sure there is more going on than my human mind can articulate but it feels right, so here we are.

And, honestly, I think we move through the dimensions more rapidly than we have before so you may be experiencing all kinds of dimensional things within a single day.

I think sometimes the people who want to control their reality (which is possible and cool for them) believe they are in the 4th dimension because they are utilizing energy as a construct - but they are still coming from a place of control and subconsciously fear (even if it feels freeing in the moment) and thus still 3rd dimension. They may have entered the 4th dimension to learn things about themselves and then think about how to market that to other people and move back into the 3D.

The reason I spoke to that is that if you're trying to move out of the 3D, following people who are still there but seem like they are not will only cause more frustration - they will keep making you feel like something is wrong with you because what they are doing isn't working for you.

The 5th Dimension

It's a physical reality. It's one that is inclusive of and has integrated your connection to energy. Period.

I had a hard time finding a picture that would encapsulate what the 5th Dimension is like because it's life but less heavy. It's what you create without the old rules and restriction. It's based in love and community and however that flows for each person. There really is no one definition of it.

I don't know of anyone at this time who is fully living in the 5th dimension - mostly because they probably wouldn't be sharing it online. Not because you're not 5D if you do but the platforms we have access to at this time are not conducive to the 5th dimensional energy. You have to enter a 3rd dimensional state in order to engage with them at this time. This will change.

Many of us have already anchored the 5th dimension into our energy fields - we are in the new timeline. What timeline depends on what you're here to participate in. I'll maybe do another post about the different timelines people are being pulled into.

You know you're in the 5th dimension because of how you body feels and if your head and heart are aligned. You don't care about deadlines or timing. You feel at peace even if there isn't anything going on or done or said to make you feel that way. There are no rules to live by. No consequences to be feared. No restlessness or need to fix something. Even if you're sad or angry - there's an awareness about it that just lets you feel without judgement.

It's important to understand that the 5th dimensional experience isn't a reward based system - you don't get there because you've done the work and you don't stay there because you're consistent. That's the 3D mentality. 5th Dimension involves and includes the higher realms and Source energy, it is not solely a human construct.

Sometimes when I'm out in the world I will ask to be shown what a 5th dimensional experience is like - even going through the drive through at a restaurant. And while it's seemingly normal - it's pleasant and enjoyable. No projections from people. No reactive tendencies. Just a wonderful exchange and experience.

This is the world we are moving into. A true state of coexistence and those who are either not meant to move into this reality or don't have a version of themselves existing into this reality will cease to exist in your life in one way or another. That's not to create fear - you'll notice that over the past few years people have just disappeared from your life? That's probably because that version of them is not harmonious with the version you're becoming or they are not meant to be a part of this new world.

While I believe the world will become a safe space for magic and Source induced experiences, I'm not sure it will begin that way. At this moment when I tap into that space - it feels like a place where our nervous system is calm and from there we cultivate a secure life for ourselves without all the interference. I have no real way of knowing yet but to me, it feels like color has returned to life but it's still living life. And it feels like a creative space, no matter what the creation is. I highly recommend that if you're sensitive to energy to tap into that dimension and see what it feels like to you.

All the releasing of the old and integrating of the new has changed our perspectives in such a way that we can exist in life again and just enjoy ourselves no matter what we are doing.

Entertaining Dimension

How do you know what dimension you're entertaining? You can shift within dimensions through out your day, it can happen quickly or you can be in one dimension for a period of time depending on what you need to experience.

The 5th dimension has an ease to it that can't be explained. It just is. You are just in a state of being and flowing. That's it. And you don't feel the need to explain or figure it out. You just allow yourself to be in it and enjoy it. This can include experiences with people or events too - it's not just with yourself.

The 4th dimension feels isolating and can feel lonely. You can feel separate from everyone you know or be separated from everyone you know, either by circumstance or weird energy between you. But this, this is where you meet your deepest, most profound understandings of you and your path. Revelations happen here - the kind of mental clarity that anchors in deep resonance with your personal truth. For the first time in awhile, there is only one opinion being entertained and it's yours. Whether that's through reflection of yourself in past situations or epiphanies from a higher power that tie all the pieces together. You're less fragmented but still putting yourself together in some way. You can also feel a little lost or disoriented as you are pivoting back onto your divine path.

The 3D has some pretty obvious markers when you start to recognize the patterns. Usually you can gage this by how you feel physically, what kind of thoughts you're having, your reaction to things. The following isn't to make you afraid or paranoid - we shift between dimensions all the time. And it doesn't mean you or anyone else has done anything wrong. It's just an awareness so if you want to unplug or move your awareness to something more in alignment, you can. There is really nothing to fix - it's just symptoms of the situation.

1. Physicality - you will physically feel the symptoms of absorbing or entertaining energies from a lower dimension

   1. flu like symptoms - no fever, just nasal drain or headaches - often following negative thoughts or uncomfortable reactions

   2. exhaustion (not the only reason for exhaustion but can mean this)

   3. aches and pains randomly out of nowhere

   4. you feel restless or like a feeling of doom

2. Mentally - you will perceive the world through a filter of negative connotations.

   1. reverting back to worrying or fear about things

   2. seeing things from an all or nothing perspective

   3. comparing or thinking about things from the us vs. them mentality

   4. you not only need to fix something but you are limited in how you problem solve

   5. you forget who you are

   6. you can only see yourself through the eyes of others

3. Reactively - you will react or mirror back the energies of what you're seeing or the people you're around

   1. you find yourself reacting in ways that you used to before you did all the work to heal and grow

   2. you find yourself intolerant or easily triggered (because those ideations, behaviors, energies are no longer comfortable and create irritation)

   3. you want to blame or correct even though the situation or other people don't really need it - you just want to do it because it will make you feel better to be around them

   4. you find yourself analyzing people to see if they are safe to be around because you're already feeling the vibrational misalignment between you

It becomes increasingly uncomfortable to live in a world we no longer align with and that's ok. It will feel scary at first but hold space for yourself and your innocence and you'll do just fine. This isn't always something we can control and contrary to popular belief we aren't responsible for every manifestation in our physical reality - it's a really complex process as we share so much energy with so many other people. So much of what we see on social media is designed to bring you back into a sandbox you didn't like to be in in the first place - either through needing justice or emotional manipulation of some kind. Note how you feel about yourself, the world and life in general when you've taken a break from it.

This Really is Just The Beginning

We don't have a map. For the first time in our collective history memory we have no playbook or manual to work from. When we are so used to looking to someone else for guidance, we find ourselves at a loss trying to navigate life by new terms - our own terms.

You are currently drawing your own map of how you want life to play out. Your soul will give you visions and ideas of what is destined and you just get to open to move in that direction.

If you're tired and don't want to think - let Source carry you. When it's time to act you will feel inspired - not out of fear or to fix - but for the pure joy of it. Which, to be honest, we've lost in the survival of life's pressure and the time frames we are expected to live into.

So much of our journey is assisted by Source and our guides or whomever you connect with in your highest light and resonance. I know that there are people out there who tell you that there is no one else and it's all you (and if that resonates they are your people and your journey is specific to that). But in my experience we were never meant to control or do any of this on our own. And when I FEEL into being alone it makes me sad. As an emotional authority - that means it's not for me ;) See what I did there? That belief made me feel bad so I refuse to entertain it.

Please remember that this is just my perspective. You are allowed to sample information and feel into what feels right for you - so maybe there are some elements of this article that feel good to you and some that don't. You don't have to take the whole thing on. You get to take with you what emboldens your courage and confidence in the journey you are on as an individual. I like to share what I understand so that people can do just that.

We are moving into a place where there is no authority - just community and affirmation through understanding and observation. So, my way isn't the highway - it's just my highway and you're more than welcome to use it and exit as you please in the curation of navigating your own path through life.

Love Candi