4th Dimensional Waiting Room

This is a dimensional reality post - please see the one I did on the 3D/4D/5D called Personal Dimension - as it will help you make sense of what I'm about to say.

I'm going to take a stab in the dark and say that your journey (if this article is for you) seems to be one big loop you keep circling round and round - you figure things out then realize nothing needs to be done and circle back to figuring things out and realizing nothing needs to be done. You've notice a pattern of karma, holding, learning, etc. and you're over it. You're kind of done with the excuses, the consideration, the lessons, you just want something new to make you feel alive again.

Basically if you've gotten to the point where you feel anything you're watching, reading, seeing has nothing new to say or doesn't really have anything to offer you... you are most likely here. In the 4th Dimensional waiting room.

A place where true cocreation exists without fear or control. If you're here, congrats, you did it - you entered a normally unfathomable place, a place where you've fully surrendered to trust.

Mostly this is for those of us ahead of the learning curve and maybe ahead of the collective. I'm writing this post so you don't feel crazy being where you are - you can't be crazy if there are other, complete strangers, experiencing the same thing. (honestly that's such an innocent and 3D response - needing to prove you aren't crazy lol insert eye roll in jest here)

What happens at the end of the 4th Dimensional Bridge is what I like to describe as a waiting room. Waiting to step fully into the new physical reality (I personally call the 5D in physical form).

There is nothing to "DO" here. There is nothing to fix, save, correct. align in this space. You are literally waiting for the cocreative energies to open the door for you to step through. The only thing you have to fight here is your boredom and perhaps the deep urge to "DO" something to make things move. You've already made the decision to live life in a more aligned to you kind of way - that's all that is required.

You come to this space after realizing there is nothing for you to fix, save, correct, or align and then you wait for something in your physical reality or internally to spark your curiosity or focus. But at this stage of the game - it's taking it's time. Small crumbs of somethings that don't seem to have anywhere for us to plant in the physical reality we are witnessing or involuntarily participating in right now. So they just seem like little streams of consciousness that carry energy we like but nothing we can fully participate in on a physical level...yet.

Let's get into the logistics of the energy - to preface, this what I'm understanding about what we are experiencing - it is not the be all or end all of the ascension experience. Please only take what feels good and makes sense to you - leave the rest. You get to a point where you realize everyone is actually on their own timeline and journey even when we meet up with others walking similar paths. There is no right or wrong - just an observation of time and experience.

I also am here, and have no idea what to expect when the door opens and I'm invited to cross the threshold - I have no idea what that will be like except I feel it will be some kind of experience or opportunity in the physical. We have anchored in the energy - all that is left is the physical. So, as I write this, I don't write it to convince you of what is to come or what will transpire if you choose to accept this information as truth. I write to give you an experience to relate to so you can honor and feel ok with your own experience.

Let's Start With the Dance of the 4th Dimensional Bridge

We enter here in our awareness when we have to. We are forced inward to reconcile with ourselves and connect deeply to Source and our Soul. Something happens and you realize you need to just think to yourself or be with yourself to sort some things out.

It's sometimes hard to stay here because it's not only isolating but we also face so many things we were afraid to in our every day distracted lives. How much time you spend on the 4th dimensional bridge depends on how much time you need or can handle.

At first you go there and receive downloads and epiphanies and then you go back to the 3D thinking of all the people you can share that with or check online to see if anyone else is experiencing the same thing. The moment you start thinking about anyone else either in helping them or getting validation from them, you're immediately back in the 3D living inside that system. And it's ok, it's actually good because making a complete shift without a gradient transition could be very difficult for our minds and nervous system. There are also some people who agreed to go the long haul with the collective and keep working through the same loops with them over and over again as part of their mission. I personally don't align with this but if it feels good to them then it's exactly where they need to be.

About mid way through you start getting familiar with the 4th dimension and you start to feel, sense, and anticipate the 5th dimensional doorway. A space no one in our living recorded history has a map for or any tangible information about. It's so individualized it probably wouldn't do it justice anyways. And because of this, it can feel really scary. It can be terrifying to walk a path that is unknown and unaccounted for and you're already lonely on this bridge. So sometimes, feeling this, people will go back to the 3D and what is familiar. It's ok too. If you are meant to be in the 5th dimensional reality - your Soul will always pull you back here - there is no loss. Only the choice of what makes you feel good about you and what you're doing.

Eventually you actually prefer the solitude and time alone and truly only connect with a few people - either people who aren't on this journey at all or people who are where you are. Even those you've met on the spiritual path, either on the 4th dimensional bridge or otherwise, seem to have gone back to the 3D in some way or moved to what feels like a different timeline.

You might witness people fighting the same demons over and over again even when you know you've had conversations with them where they reconciled those demons. You might start a conversation one day with someone you've talked about your spirituality with many times before only to see them be embarrassed about other people hearing you and then you don't hear from them again after - like they can't really handle it anymore. You might see people behaving in a way that contradicts what they said they believe. It almost seems crazy making - I'll explain why this happens further on in this post. But basically, you stayed the course (because this was your path) and they didn't (because this was their path).

Remember there is no right or wrong way to do this journey. However, you will get to a point where you can't return to the 3D perception or otherwise anymore because it actually has huge ramifications emotionally, mentally, and physically for you - and this is where we sit in the waiting room. And what I mean by that is that you feel very uncomfortable living outisde your personal truth and trying to make space in your field for other's beliefs and perception of reality. We've only ever known how to become with others, not necessarily coexist and individual elements.

Now modern spiritual psychology will try to tell you that you shouldn't wait for anything and that you're resisting or the issue is you or whatever but that's because modern spiritual psychology doesn't take into consideration the fact that energy doesn't lie - and we don't have to put up with energy that makes us recover from life. And if you're on this path - anything that makes you feel bad about yourself or robs your of your personal authority will chafe.

What Pulls People Off the 4th Dimensional Bridge

This is not a shame post - I am not shaming. I have done this so many times until I couldn't anymore and, quite frankly, I don't know what to do with myself now that I'm not being pulled off. So I'm writing and expressing lol These are not reasons to be ashamed of, if they are happening to you or people you know there is probably a good reason and it's meant to.

There are many reasons why people get pulled off but here are a few key reasons:

• They don't know what life is like beyond what they've always known - it terrifies them to live in any other way even if they aren't happy with their life currently (they may feel like they can do something to fix that)

• It's not their time to tranverse any further - they may have some kind of divine timing at play or some other things they need to experience be it soul contracts, lessons, conscious enlightenment to integrate

• They feel they can't leave anyone behind or they feel they need to save other's from themselves or from the big bad enemy the 3D loves to give us to distract us

• They can't fathom life without the people they love - especially the people who aren't waking up at all

• It's too much to handle mentally and emotionally

• They need to share with others what they are understanding even if it's not integrated - there is a need to impart wisdom, especially if they have a spiritual business (which has a purpose because everyone gets woken up with bits and pieces of information)

• They can't quite trust what they are sensing and knowing and they go to look online for validation

• They don't want to feel alone anymore but can't hold space for themselves or their dimension in the physical reality so they end up integrating back into the 3D to some degree to get that

• Their environment is distracting and it's hard to hold space for themselves and their perception

• They haven't gained the awareness of how they are still feeding their pain body looking for drama to connect to in order to feel alive and stimulated by life

• They have built a life for themselves that makes it hard to fathom either starting from scratch or how to fit what they do love into this new concept of life

People make their way to the waiting room in all kinds of ways, in all different kinds of time. There is no one path there. And for those of us there - I'm sure there is a reason for it otherwise we would have been fully shifted. Although I truly believe it's not something to control or force.

If y'all want I can do an article about how most of the reasons are fear based and what is needed to overcome the fear but I really believe that everyone figures it own through their own divine guidance when the time is right.

The Waiting Room

This is not a waiting room designed for impatient or needing to be distracted people. There are no games, no tvs, no internet, no connection to the outside world. It's a void. There isn't even any annoying music playing to keep you company. It's just space. But it's a neutral space. An easy space energetically - not for the mind (which we will get into) but for the body.

If you're lucky, you'll have someone who is also in the waiting room to talk to, but for the most part its you, your guidance team, and Source. You're able to see the physical 3D but your perception of it is very different. You don't have the same polarized reaction to it or need to fix it. You see it for the dimensional reality it was designed to be, separating and difficult for sensitive souls. But, there is no animosity. It just is. It's a sandbox you don't actually want to play in and you're happily open to experience the kind of sand box that is more congruent to your natural energy flow.

Here is where things get hard - you have to navigate your boredom and the nothingness. It becomes so easy to feel like something has gone wrong when you're here because the normal signs that indicate you're on the right path, don't feel quite right anymore. You're able to go online and have no reaction and be able to discern what's not for you and what is but in that - most of the messages that seem to align feel hollow. You realize you need to actually physically experience a change to input new data. You're able to be around people (although this may affect how you feel physically) and not get pulled into their personal narrative. It can feel isolating but also you feel so centered in yourself. A grounded knowing of acceptance you haven't felt in a long time.

You've covered everything mentally, cerebrally, and even adjusted physically in some way. But having the physical experience that validates your understanding needs to happen in order to come full circle and fully integrate a new way of living into life. If those experiences aren't available you sit waiting for them to happen or to get the nudge to do so. And at this stage - a nudge out of fear won't even register. You know the kind you used to have - I need to make something happen so you think of ideas that might make that happen and act - ya you don't have those here. You get little hints of energy you can immerse yourself into but can't actually do anything with yet.

But what happens when we are waiting for too long? We start to think we must have missed something so we open the door back in the 3D and look for clues of what we missed. But it doesn't feel good there. It's so obvious how it feels that you know there is nothing for you truly find and you start making your way back on the 4th dimensional bridge to the waiting room. However, this trek is emotional and physical because you have to purge the energies you've taken on during your little lookie loo.

Every time we exit the waiting room to look for something to understand we have to make our way back to the waiting room. And while every adventure we have doesn't necessarily give us what we are looking for, it does continue to define for us what we are moving out of and in that there is a gift. The gift of discernment. The gift of becoming more and more solid with who you are and what you want and being ok with that. The intolerance for life as it has been goes up but our need to fix it and deal with it goes down.

As I write this, I'm back in a bit of clarity and feeling anchored. I know I'm in the waiting room because I'm in a state of acceptance. Not because I'm avoiding any feelings or bypassing any physical difficulties, but because I know with certainty that I will not find what I'm looking for outside of me until it makes itself known. When that next opportunity or initiation comes - it won't come from my seeking it out. I've already look in all the nooks and crannies lol I know it will show up in the waiting room and it will be time to go. Go where? I have no idea but I KNOW it will feel right.

See, as strange and lonely as the waiting room is - it's void of all the interference that takes me out of myself. There are no external pressures creating doubt or making me second guess my intuition or feelings. I'm not thinking about how to explain this to anyone so I don't feel embarrassed or wrong about it. I'm not thinking about what I need to fix or figure out. I'm not thinking from a place of fear or worry. I'm actually at peace with who I am and my choices even if no one else sees it or can validate. And in that - I know when something aligned comes in, I will recognize it right away because it's not competing with anything or anyone else for my attention.

I also know I'm here because I don't feel the need to control anything. I feel confident enough to make a decision and let the energy move in my favor. Do I stay here 24/7? No. It requires some effort to be aware and reorient myself back onto my path some days. Like right now, as I consider who I'm writing for I'm dipping in an out a bit but still anchored pretty solidly and still, will most likely need to reorient myself a bit to be fully in it. At some point everyone who is meant shift into the new reality will and we won't have so many cross streams of energy but until then, this is the process. I tend to get physical systems when I've drifted out of my lane so you could also use that as an indicator too, if it feels right. Like my nose starts to run and I feel a headache or my lower back starts to hurt out of nowhere. Nothing to panic about just an awareness that's I've merge with a lower dimensional field and it's not moving the energy out.

Who Gets to Enter the 5D (or Make it to the Waiting Room)

Honestly, those people whose souls signed up for it. It's not effort based or merit based. It's just one path of many. Some people will shift realities without having to do any kind of conscious work. They aren't conscious enough to be aware of how energy affects them so they will just simply move. For others, perhaps like you and me, they signed up to be more aware and conscious during the process of this planetary shift. To understand.

Life will just start to feel lighter and easier. Less polarity more understanding and acceptance. Less emotional manipulation and more genuine emotional connection.

Like think of a time where things just felt easy interacting with others and you just felt safe and a sense of belonging even though there doesn't seem to be any reason (like familiarity or things in common). Just people coexisting with genuine acceptance for one another. It's possible and it's real and it's coming.

I don't want to make this read too long, but I did want to include this in case anyone is worried about their loved ones not being awake enough. Source has a plan for us all and it's perfect for each person.

Lots of love, Candi